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Oct 26
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iwantmybearsuit:

(via viciousfrenzy)

I’ve never had the pleasure of taking acid, however i can assume the effects resemble something along the lines of how this movie makes me feel.
glorious.
adrien brody you fox, you.

iwantmybearsuit:

(via viciousfrenzy)

I’ve never had the pleasure of taking acid, however i can assume the effects resemble something along the lines of how this movie makes me feel.

glorious.

adrien brody you fox, you.

Via, iwantmybearsuit

Oct 21
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brunettevixen:

(via worldofpossibility)


I’V GOT IT! iv got the answer to all my problems in this moment in time.
Next time we’re very close, and all alone. Next time she tickles me. Next time she brushes my hair. Next time we’re dancing ridiculously to some song. Next time we’re in depth speaking. Next time she asks to lay in my bed. Next time she cries in my lap.
next time.
Im just going to ask to kiss her.
” Can i kiss you?”
Now, this could solve all of my problems, she could say ‘yes’. or even better she could just kiss me. Then i could finally just get over these feelings, i could just regain my power over this wicked witches lust-curse.
and everything will go back to normal in the kingdom of Pleasant-ville university.
or
she will raise a brow, take a step back and say ” what?”
even though she fully heard what i said. She will re-ask in disbelief.
And at this point, i will have to put on my mask. I will have to go through the rolladex in my head and pull out some persona other then myself.
i’ll say, ” That was weird, ha. I dont know, just had a weird urge. My bad.” Then i’d have to muster up enough convo to fill up the next five minutes to show her it was a glitch in reality. she’ll even have to question if it ever happen because of how normal i can act after the fact.
then ill say, ” im going to the gym, see you later.”
id tie my shoes, put on my tight gym shorts, pull on a raggedy shirt.
id walts to the gym, smile so thickly plastered on that you could smell the glue from five feet away.
Id stroll into the gym, pass all the weights and tredmills, stright to the back. To the bathroom. and finally hold my face an cry. id sob. heave after heave of heavy tear filled rejection.
but at least i would know.
id have taken the path less followed. And if it turned out alright for Alice, then fuck it, it will have to be okay for me.

brunettevixen:

(via worldofpossibility)

I’V GOT IT! iv got the answer to all my problems in this moment in time.

Next time we’re very close, and all alone. Next time she tickles me. Next time she brushes my hair. Next time we’re dancing ridiculously to some song. Next time we’re in depth speaking. Next time she asks to lay in my bed. Next time she cries in my lap.

next time.

Im just going to ask to kiss her.

” Can i kiss you?”

Now, this could solve all of my problems, she could say ‘yes’. or even better she could just kiss me. Then i could finally just get over these feelings, i could just regain my power over this wicked witches lust-curse.

and everything will go back to normal in the kingdom of Pleasant-ville university.

or

she will raise a brow, take a step back and say ” what?”

even though she fully heard what i said. She will re-ask in disbelief.

And at this point, i will have to put on my mask. I will have to go through the rolladex in my head and pull out some persona other then myself.

i’ll say, ” That was weird, ha. I dont know, just had a weird urge. My bad.” Then i’d have to muster up enough convo to fill up the next five minutes to show her it was a glitch in reality. she’ll even have to question if it ever happen because of how normal i can act after the fact.

then ill say, ” im going to the gym, see you later.”

id tie my shoes, put on my tight gym shorts, pull on a raggedy shirt.

id walts to the gym, smile so thickly plastered on that you could smell the glue from five feet away.

Id stroll into the gym, pass all the weights and tredmills, stright to the back. To the bathroom. and finally hold my face an cry. id sob. heave after heave of heavy tear filled rejection.

but at least i would know.

id have taken the path less followed. And if it turned out alright for Alice, then fuck it, it will have to be okay for me.

Via, brunettevixen

Oct 19
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i have a bad habit of not being home from school when my pets pass away. last year it was Buster, my dog of 8 years. Last week it was Stinker. She’s been around since i was four. I never got to say goodbye to either.

Stinkers enjoying clawing couches in the great beyond. Really expensive silk ones.

Oct 18
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cosmic-dust:

dirgni

this girl looks like one of those ” i play the skin flute & I’m proud” type.
i have more in common with her then you will ever know.
Im so horny at the moment, that my hand is subconsciously scrolling down on my phone in search of a booty call. I just cant bring myself to call the one person i really want.
oh the delemas of life
thus, why a vibrator has become extremely necessary.

cosmic-dust:

dirgni

this girl looks like one of those ” i play the skin flute & I’m proud” type.

i have more in common with her then you will ever know.

Im so horny at the moment, that my hand is subconsciously scrolling down on my phone in search of a booty call. I just cant bring myself to call the one person i really want.

oh the delemas of life

thus, why a vibrator has become extremely necessary.

Via, cosmic-dust

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mongrelmind:

roterschnee:

morningstar:

There  recently was a death of a 98 year-old woman named  Irena Sendler. During WWII, Irena got permission to  work in the Warsaw Ghetto as a Plumbing/Sewer specialist. She had an  ’ulterior motive’ …. She knew what the Nazi’s  plans were for the Jews (being German.). Irena  smuggled infants out in the bottom of the tool  box she carried and she carried in the back of  her truck a burlap sack, (for larger kids..) She  also had a dog in the back that she trained to  bark when the Nazi soldiers let her in and out  of the ghetto. The soldiers of course wanted  nothing to do with the dog and the barking  covered the kids/infants noises.. During her  time of doing this, she managed to smuggle out  and save 2500 kids/infants. She was caught, and  the Nazi’s broke both her legs, arms and beat  her severely. Irena kept a record of the names  of all the kids she smuggled out and kept them  in a glass jar, buried under a tree in her back  yard. After the war, she tried to locate any  parents that may have survived it and reunited  the family. Most had been gassed. Those kids she  helped got placed into foster family homes or  adopted.Last  year Irena was up for the Nobel Peace Prize …  She was not  selected.Al  Gore won, for a slide show on Global  Warming. 

An email I received from me Aunty this morning… Mainly posted for my loathing of Algore.

omg

i never hated al gore until this very moment in time.
whatta douche sucker

mongrelmind:

roterschnee:

morningstar:

There  recently was a death of a 98 year-old woman named  Irena Sendler. During WWII, Irena got permission to  work in the Warsaw Ghetto as a Plumbing/Sewer specialist. She had an  ’ulterior motive’ …. She knew what the Nazi’s  plans were for the Jews (being German.). Irena  smuggled infants out in the bottom of the tool  box she carried and she carried in the back of  her truck a burlap sack, (for larger kids..) She  also had a dog in the back that she trained to  bark when the Nazi soldiers let her in and out  of the ghetto. The soldiers of course wanted  nothing to do with the dog and the barking  covered the kids/infants noises.. During her  time of doing this, she managed to smuggle out  and save 2500 kids/infants. She was caught, and  the Nazi’s broke both her legs, arms and beat  her severely. Irena kept a record of the names  of all the kids she smuggled out and kept them  in a glass jar, buried under a tree in her back  yard. After the war, she tried to locate any  parents that may have survived it and reunited  the family. Most had been gassed. Those kids she  helped got placed into foster family homes or  adopted.
Last  year Irena was up for the Nobel Peace Prize …  She was not  selected.
Al  Gore won, for a slide show on Global  Warming.
An email I received from me Aunty this morning… Mainly posted for my loathing of Algore.

omg

i never hated al gore until this very moment in time.

whatta douche sucker

Via, mongrelmind

Oct 14
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Via, suzywire

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Rarely does it occur to me.

but clarity is knocking at the front door and it wont budge on details.

its around five am.

iv decided, to change my major to music production.

or advertisement.

i am yet to be sure.

but political science, is not it. The bore. The drain.

its all the same old shit, just a different tyrannical or corrupt asshole…

mom and pops will love this for sure.

sarcasm is a second language by the way. could i major in that? maybe minor?

i really dont know what im doing with my life….

i just find myself wasting away every single day with you. sitting and chatting about really nothing. and it gets me nowhere.

but i secretly don’t mind….all that much.

Oct 06
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i reaaaaaaaaallllllllyyyy fucking miss you. And our love affair has made this current relationship with my nation, difficult to handle

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i miss you

i miss you

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composure is a cup of coffee on a friday night
it drains itself into electric neon puddles that rival these florescent lights,
and yes, i stand here
whilst all of you sit proverbially over there,
scientifically speaking oceans of atoms and electrons
stand between us,
but all i really see is a i r.

and the tender smell of coffee roast and cigarette smoke
remind me of gentle kinder better rhyme
as we all perpetually and enjoyably
waste our apathetic time.

we’ll jib jab about how weve been classically conditioned to fear the unseen
its our parents excuse to buy the handsanitizers, humidifiers, the clorox wipes, the dietpill and the sunscreen.

our crazy human race,
full of tisk tisk’s and no doubts
perpetually aggressive & pervasively hasty
yet somehow, through some mutation
the masters of democracy.

thats what i call ironic, ya see
its like the old lady we all know
who cries at weddings and sings at funerals
shes the techtonic alpha dog of human ecology
while the rest of us are all just cosmic conundrums drinking caffeinated coffee
and were all stuck in this slew of sparkling stars
better known as the milky way galaxy.

see where all just lookin for that special thing weve been sent here to seek,
but to our dismay it resembles the horizon
which is a week ahead
and always a little out of reach

see, composure is a cup of coffee.
it reminds the mind that we dont have to become capitalist bushwazee
we dont have to produce or consume to truly and earnestly be content or happy
we dont have to make the same mistakes that we where taught in history.

we can all overcome that heaviness in our chest
and no i dont care what the doctors say
its not nervousness
what it is is gravity
and all we need to feel free, to feel relived & the strength to belive
is a warm slow roasted cup of composure
filled with coffee.